F R A G M E N T S of the whole.

And being made new, you feel what you don't have to choose. You just feel.... and maybe that within itself is all the reason to glorify God.

Behold, You delight in truth in the inward being, and You teach me wisdom in the secret heart. -Psalm 51:6 (ESV)

So key theme of the week: HONESTY-HONESTY-HONESTY. TRUTH.

There is so much going on in life right now, I love it. This has been a season of immense attack, and I'm just starting to understand it. It's funny I was talking to Pastor Casey about it and then I just felt like laughing and said you know what this is just the devil. It's really that simple- he said you know when you start to hear that no you can't, or this isn't ___ you know it's not God. And I'm beginning to realize the more I open up -and I feel that I'm a book that's hardly closed to those who are supposed to read it- the more revelation comes flooding into my life. It's safe to say that this week is a defining one, a moment prolonged and vital to my life. It's also safe to say I beat the devil up pretty good.

So pieces of the puzzle are coming together. And the picture that I see in my spirit, is now coming into view from my eyes. Sometimes I wonder what that's like for someone else. We are all so different. So different.

And I'm starting to make a list of these fragments. These pieces, threads, components. But I don't know how much sense it will make to anyone who reads it, other than myself. Haha, I haven't blogged in so long I'm not really sure what people want to read about me. Oh well, you'll get what's on my heart, nothing short of truth. Maybe I'll put up the list some other time.