Thursday, July 23, 2009

not a close second You're right on.

Wide awake to the goodness of God.

Ah, my life is changing so much. And I love every second of it. Sometimes the unexpected is exactly what you need to pull you up to the place you need to be. And that's beautiful. So beautiful, the perfect display of art to hang on every wall.
I've been praying so much, and well just talking to God, talking, talking, TALKING. I find myself walking around and just talking..... it starts this simple prayer, and then an explosion of conversation if that's even the way to put it. I've turned the page to a side of God I've never read or seen before. The pictures are more lively and exciting than I'd ever of expected. My whole focus is being shifted, in a way that's too exciting to reveal to the world just yet. And so much vision, so much passion, so much joy for everything. I LOVE MY LIFE! & more than ever, MORE THAN BEFORE I am so stoked to fulfill God's will, to pour my life out as an offering to God, the church, my disciples, the world around me. I want to be all that God has created me to be, and every breath inside of me I want to use it for God.

[[[[[[& cHaNGE in YOU leads to chanGe in others]]]]

I was talking to this guy today that I randomly met a few months back. And really honestly I've never thought much of anything.....even to share the love of Christ to him... but then tonight something welled up in my heart. It started simple enough. Hellos and how are you's. And then after a bit I was compelled to ask him if I could ask him to answer some questions honestly about what he perceived his relationship with God to be, and involvement with church, etc. Breaking down the barrier of the cliche you should come to church here's my shiny everything's going to be okay invitation. And then I told him how I honestly believed God wanted to show Himself to him in a tangible way that would change the way he answered those questions. I don't know why I'm even saying this....but it just got me thinking about stuff even more. I've been thinking so much lately. And I said something about him just believing God would reveal something deeper than the strand of hope he grasped (he kept telling me of the hope....the hope he held onto), and something simple he said along the lines of...."God brought you to ask me these things.........I know it's all going to work out".

In this season of my life where God is doing so much in me, I really want to use my life to reach the lost. I started off wanting to say something completely different.....! But this is good for now :]

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